Prepare yourself for jumbled late night thoughts attempted to be typed;


The thing is that.... When we truly are in love with Christ then HIS wants become our wants . HIS DESIRES BECOME our desires. As humans, we are sinful my nature and yes, Christ is perfect. We will never be aligned with Christ but we as Christians need to SEEK after a Christlike mindset and heart. And not only that, but be patient..Christ works in his own time, not ours.

Secondly, Confirmation is not always what we think it is...Many times I, myself find myself in a situation where I am "awaiting for confirmation" when the fact is.... If it will bring Glory to the kingdom of Christ, make Jesus smile, bless someone, or be able to share the reason why we live on this earth not just as Christians but why we should be as human beings...Why are you sitting there waiting to be told yes or no to that situation. Yes, it may not be your place at that time, it may very well be someone else's and yes many times confirmation is used but when we are truly in love and in touch with the holy spirit we know that if Christ has a different direction he wants you to head in...He will let you know.We enter every situation where we need to put our trust in Christ and know he will be our strength and provider.. These are the many tests and trials we as Christians will go through testing our faith.

Wait? Trials?

Yes Trials.

Without them, how would we learn that without Christ we are weak and that he will NEVER FAIL US, that he works in his time because GOD IS TIME, all these will lead back to trust.


Please don't get me wrong, there are plenty of times when Christ uses confirmation in what we, as humans would refer to as signs of a simple yes or no answer. But there are also times where you will not have such a simple yes or no answer and your trust will be put to the test. Christianity is about having a relationship with Christ. What is a good relationship without trust? Not very good.. *said sarcastically with a smack of truth*


(I apologise if my thoughts seemed rambled or don't make sense. Its 1:30 in the morning and I can't sleep do to the amount of thoughts running through my mind)

Anyways, I encourage you to not just be waiting, but to SEEK after Christ!!

"

  But from there you will seek the Lord your God and you will find him, if you search after him with all your heart and with all your soul." Deuteronomy 4:29

"All your heart and with all your soul" 

A huge struggle of mine is "trust", Due to the fact that so many times it has been lost by those who were once closest to me. I often find myself reminding myself that the scripture tells us that "man is going to consistently fail you. It is Christ who will NEVER fail you. He will never fail me."

So yes, I myself need to learn to trust in the lord with all of my heart and soul. Trust is definitely something that grows stronger as each day brings to trials where I learn to consistently trust in him.

I am so looking forward to the journey ahead.

That is all my jumbled thoughts attempted to be placed, worded properly and in order, murderously failing but trying to be honest.